My dream is to find a plot of land near a forest, ideally near a lake too, and to build a passive wooden house there, to be as self-sufficient as possible.
For me, it's the ultimate goal in my quest for freedom.
Freeing myself as far as possible from energy, food and other dependencies is one of my deepest aspirations.
I'm learning to garden in my little urban green space to prepare myself, very modestly, for this dream life in the countryside.

I'd also like to share the story of my relationship, from its genesis to the present day, and perhaps to the future with the culmination of this dream.
I'd love to see this story published as a novel one day. Just another dream.

Let's keep dreaming, despite the current climate.

It's already mid-June and time is flying by. I'm trying to be aware of how time flies and to prioritise what I really want to do.
The contingencies of daily life, which are worthy of the punishment of Sisyphus, have finally been relegated to low priority, and I'm trying to concentrate on activities that give me more pleasure.

So I took up music a little more assiduously, playing the drums, cello and piano. I had missed letting my emotions express themselves through this medium.
I've planted a few flowers, herbs and tomatoes in my little garden: it's a joy to watch life blossom and the palette of colours they offer me every day.
I've also taken up sewing, which has become my new meditative space. As with cooking or pastry-making, it's so satisfying to see your work finished!

I'm lucky enough not to have children at home any more and I often think about the mums who are overwhelmed by all the mental work involved in everyday life.
It seems like such a long time ago, and now I simply enjoy the occasional moments spent with my family.

I've just published the story of my first meeting with Jamie. If you'd like to review all my publications with him, I've put them together here.

I celebrated my birthday two weeks ago. 44 years already.

I used to get upset if someone forgot my birthday. Fortunately, I've grown up, matured and worked on my ego (which is still a work in progress, by the way) so that I'm no longer upset about it.

Ah the ego. Friend or foe?

Are birthdays celebrations of the ego? Do they reinforce it?

Is ego-building good for cooperation, harmony and peace, and therefore the survival of the human species?

Vous avez 4 heures 🙃

To get the year off to a good start, my husband and I launched a new version of this site at the beginning of January.

Visually, the changes are slight: it's mainly the technical side that took us a lot of work. In fact, we've integrated a new payment system specialized in adult content, the same one used by some of the big names in the field (Blacked, Erika Lust...).

I haven't watched television or the 24-hour news channels for 15 years. I've opted for mental hygiene. We are influenced by the images we see and the words we hear: they are more or less consciously imprinted on our minds. I keep up to date by choosing simple news notifications, which are more than enough for me...